Tuesday, March 24, 2026

Senior

 


     Although I am a senior citizen already coz I'm 61 y o, but until now I'm so imaginative that I am dancing. When I am in my younger, I was fond of dancing. Nowadays it's so different, I don't know if it was connected with my long-time sickness of hyperthyroidism. I had a hard time taking a long walk, my eyes are blurred, and I have always had rapid palpitations and short breathlessness. But I'm still fond of listening to music, imagining that I can still dance. I dance in my imagination whenever I watch Zumba dance. 



Neighbor J

 

     I am really amazed by my very smart neighbor. He is the one who used, maybe a combination of his education and talents. He is still young, maybe in 30 plus age, but he has many businesses. Apartment, store, tricycle, and I think he invests in stocks. So many businesses in his mind. Now there is a coming crisis for gasoline. He bought a solar panel. Sometimes I felt envy, just a little with matching admiration, of this young boy. I really want to be like him.


     I noticed that we had the same mindset. Before I want to put an internet cafe, but my husband doesn't want it. Then my neighbor put up an internet cafe, and it was booming at the time. And now that I was thinking of buying a solar panel too because of the coming crisis, but I don't have the resources. My neighbor is in action, but I just keep it in my mind, I cannot make it happen.